How does that make you feel?
I'm sensing that you are using your brewing to escape from something yet you are still angry. Are you a kit brewer? Can opener style brewing would be enough to make one mad at the world, I'm hearing you, i feel your pain.. Make peace with the world, try all grain brewing. h34r:
Talking about addiction on a forum where most members have 25-150L of beer in their house at any one time is like throwing a cat with a grenade strapped to its back, into the pigeons.
There's lots of fat alkies here. :lol: